How online ad sales making helped pay for my holiday
My husband and I have been living with my ex for almost a year now.
For a long time we had been spending every waking minute together, but when he got engaged in August he started to realise that he was not in love with me.
We were spending most of our time alone together, with just one other person, and he had started to feel as though he was no longer a part of the family.
He wanted to go out and find a partner, but he could not find one, and his new girlfriend was not interested.
The only way we could get together again was through an online advertising deal.
We had worked out an online contract for two years.
Every time we went online to buy a product, we would have to enter our personal details, our telephone number, and the dates and times of our appointments.
We also had to enter the name of the person we wanted to meet, and we had to sign a non-disclosure agreement (NDA) which allowed us to keep the contact details of our date of meeting confidential.
After two months we signed the NDA and were offered a deal.
For £300 we could have a small discount and for another £300, we could choose to pay the entire £500 upfront.
We signed up for a two-week online ad-buying spree that started on December 2, 2016.
After spending a few weeks with the new partner, we both fell in love, and it was then that I realised that we had become a couple.
This was a good moment, I had met someone and was feeling excited and in love and was not sure what to do next.
I was not prepared to start a new life alone.
I knew that the money I was saving would go towards paying the bills for our home and a few other things, but the more I thought about it the more frustrated I became.
What if I had had a boyfriend when I was dating, I wondered.
Would I be happy?
I had not been planning to get married until I was 30.
And now I could not even think of a way I could be a happy wife without having a boyfriend.
What did I want?
When I was younger, I always had a girlfriend.
I thought that I could have it all.
That I was a happy and healthy woman.
That everything would be perfect.
Then I met someone who did not fit this mould, and I had no idea what to think about my life.
I could see that my relationship was not going to be easy.
My husband is the biggest guy in the world.
I have never been able to be with anyone who has been a virgin.
I am always thinking, “I don’t want to be like that.”
And I know that if I don’t get married and have kids, I will be in a very bad place.
I had never felt that way before.
It wasn’t until I had a baby and started working full time that I started to think, I don`t want to have kids.
I would rather be doing things with my husband.
I don t want to give him a life of responsibility and to be responsible for everything, but I am willing to work harder.
My partner is a nice person and I love him very much, but what if I was to be a mother?
I am a stay-at-home mum.
We would not have the money for a big house or children, and if I were to have to sell our home I would not be able to pay my mortgage and the bills.
And if I do not have a career, I am not sure how I would have a job.
As I was thinking about these questions, I realised I had found a way to make it work.
In our online ad buying deal, we had no information about the person who we wanted a relationship with.
We knew only that we wanted one another, but we could not tell anyone else about our plans.
We could have chosen to go online to find a romantic partner, or we could ask our friends for their advice, but it was not as easy as it sounds.
My husband wanted to get engaged, and our partner was not keen on the idea of going out alone.
It was hard to tell anyone we had decided to get together with.
So I started thinking about a different solution.
Our plan was simple.
I wanted to start seeing my ex on the day he agreed to the contract.
I also wanted to make a commitment to him that we would be together forever.
I planned to meet my ex every day at 9:00am on our respective dates.
When I told my husband I wanted him to meet me at 9am, he said that we should call it off.
We did not need to agree to the plan, we were just having fun.
We agreed that we could decide on a date, and then I would call him. I made it